a picture or two of me from today.

just posting some old memories of last year at PROM.

me and mir. with her eyes closed. =( F...ing Gegner. haha.

me and tara.

DUN DUN DUNNN...
and now... my prom dress for this year.
the back...

okay... i pretty much look ugly in this pic... i pretty much wanna crop my face out... but here it goes...
the front...

leave me some *C0MMENTS!*

oh...and i wanted to put this on here too...
just in memory of my dad.
Dad- I Love You so Much. And I Miss You So Much. Not a Day Goes By That I Dont Think About You. <3

Please, Dad

As soft winds sweep away the days,

I look back on life through a haze..

Remember playgrounds, parks and friends,

In childlike gaze that never ends.

The laughter in a game of catch,

Shall memory ever attach…

To innocence in youthful eyes,

Catching the ball to Dad’s surprise.

I recall my first bike, first wreck,

Who picked me up, said, “What the heck?”

Convinced me to give one more try,

While knees skinned, I forgot to cry.

Just the joy knowing he was there,

Making him proud, my only care.

There was nothing I couldn’t do,

My heart held fast that to be true.

Though teenage years were kind of rough,

I sure wasn’t too big or tough.

You taught me to defend what’s right,

And never back down from a fight.

So I learned the hard way to stand,

Still, with each lump, I found your hand.

Drawing from you an inner strength,

And stubborn pride of equal length.

But there the line of fate was drawn,

As though I blinked and you were gone.

I found myself facing the sun,

Not man, not boy, fatherless, one.

Eyes blinded by a void inside,

I could not live that you had died.

Alas finding it to be true,

I could do nothing without you.

Please, Dad, today just hear my call,

I’m sorry that I dropped the ball.

My life is wrecked, my knees are skinned,

My emotions undisciplined.

I can’t get up although I try,

Please don’t be upset if I cry.

Though I can’t fight what I can’t see,

Please, Dad, say you’re still proud of me.

Love, Your Little Princess

edit...

this will be my last updation on here... im going back to my old xanga.
www.xanga.com/torirenee

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now wtf is that shit?
bitch, ur just jealous we WON.

you can pretty much kiss my ass SHERRIE!

moving on... so thursday night.. brian came over til like 1 or something. i was so dead tired friday. then... friday... was sooooooooo much fun!. me and mir walked around and got 6 guys phone numbers... and no.. they wernt hawt. we just did it for fun. haha. then when we all ate at applebees... it was ... me, mir, abby, ashley, tabi, and dee... and we all told our waitress it was schafy's birthday...so they brought her a cake out and stuff...omg it was freaking hilarious!!! you had to be ther! then... after we got back... me, ashley, and mir went to unusual to look at prom dresses. mine is so effing gawgeous. =) i cant wait. jeeeeeze. well im going to peace out. --love

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"... i wish it was as easy as everyone makes it seem to tell you im... well... pretty much in *love with you*..."---me

all i want right now is for my dad to look me in the eyes and tell me everything is going to be alright.

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almost the most terrifying thing happened...
i hit a deer. yesterday. =(

how about some guy called me today at like 10 01 and left a voice message that said... hey um... idk who you are and you dont know me so bye. haha... oookay. *moving on... well yesterday me, mir, a.j., abby, lisa, jamie, airica, etc. etc. etc. all went to the hospital to paint the windows  in the ICU. let me just tell you... IT WAS CRAZY! this phsyco woman, and a convict came in. he had his orange on and everything. ritghadfkjn! it was freaky. but the nice thing was... me, abby, and jamie painted together... and the first window we painted was the windows in the room where abby's grandpa was, jamie's mom, and my brother. to that made me feel good. =) OH... and Joy Padgett... girl dont even get me started. effin REPUBLICAN! at least it was a DNC day... yessssssss! well im goona peace out for now. if anyone wants to do anything over christmas break... give me a call. 6853352 or my cell:6242733. Loveeee You All. <333333

Tacy-awwh honey. im sooo sorry about everything. my thoughts and prayers are with you. Love ya.

-Tor*

leave me some flippin' c0MmEntS*!

IT'S SNOWING!!